when heart feel hurt~~~!!!

hurm...nape ek???
aku pon x phm nape perlu hati aku rs skt bila tgk org xpndai nak jg diri sendiri...perlu ke...buat benda2 yg bole mnjahanamkn ms depan juz untuk have fun o lupekan masalah yg dtg???

aku pon xphm...ape yg org2 mcm diorg ni pk...aku rs 'benda-benda' tu bkn tuk setelkn prob...tp sblknye akn menambah lg prob yg da sedia berlambak-lambak...haish...

aku da cuba tuk jd penyelamat...tp klu diorg yg plh tuk truskn hidup mcm tu... i've no choice... aku xde hak nak tgur lbh2...da tu jln hidup diorg n tu yg diorg plh... sape aku nak tntukan ape yg diorg bole buat n patut buat???

tp hati aku skt kot...i'm rather die then tgk diorg rosak mcm tu...dlm hidup aku...slain family, aku juz ade kwn2...aku xmo tgk diorg ssh...

Hobi baru saya~~~!!!

Since da berjinak-jinak dgn dunia penDJ-an ni...tiap2 hari aku rasa nak jd DJ je...aku xtau nape???tp aku rasa cam best bila ade org rekwes lagu n buat ucapan dan aku plk jd medium utk mnunaikan rekwes n penyampaikn pesanan2 tu...aku rasa happy sgt sbb dpt wat org happy(happy ke diorg??? maybe la kan...xkan aku wat diorg sedih lak kot....)

Even ape yg aku buat tu x bergaji...tp...at least xtvt tu leh isi ms aku dr aku duk termenung tercongok mengadap lappy tu kan :D

Minat aku bermula nak DJ ni da lama, since aku mula dgr radio on9, 1st radio on9 yg aku dgr radio LepakFM, ms tu kwn aku ade gak la 2,3 org yg jd dj tuk radio tu... lama2 mcm suke lak bila dgr diorg berckp...baca ucapan...mnunaikn rekwes... ms tu dlm ptghn 2008 la. mmg da menarik,tertarik da ms tu...tp di sbbkn bz dgn study aku lupakn je niat aku tu ms tu...

Hurm...macam mn aku boleh terjebak jgk kat arena ni??? ni kes after lepak ngan Alkena, DrSyariena n Cinan, bile 1 day tu aku tgk diorg jd DJ depan aku...huh~~~!!! mcm best (mmg best pon :D) n after that diorg ckp diorg tgh cr sorg lg DJ pompuan... aku dgn yakin n confidentnye trus oferkn diri...

tp tu r... mmg x rugi n rasanya berbaloi-baloi... huhuhhuu... skrg aku da jd DJ for 1 of on9 radio which is my 1st on9 radio yg aku lyn: LepakFM. aku enjoy the moment bila aku on air... at least bile aku rs aku sunyi... skrg ade benda yg aku leh buat slain dr termenung mngenangkan nasib yg ntah pape tu....

Hurm...

kepada sume Teruskan bersama saya DJ PlayGirlZ anda berkonti di Sec7 Shah Alam di Radio LepakFM Muzik Terkini Syoknye Lepak... Layan Jer

http://www.radiolepakfm.blogspot.com

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New Look~!!

Renovation completed!! To anyone who has any advice or suggestions, please leave your comment. I'll appreciate all of your concern. Thanks n keep in touch.

Renovation

Going Down 4 A While. Will Be Back Soon with interesting things. Be Patient.

Kejujuran + Keikhlasan

Dalam perjalanan mencari cinta abadi
Hati akan kerapkali di sakiti
Acapkali di lukai
Seringkali di calari

Tapi
walau apa pun yg terjadi
hidup takkan pernah terhenti
dan ttp perlu dtruskan

Sekali terjatuh
Seberapa pantas cuba bangun smula
Untuk jadi lebih kuat
Untuk mempersiapkn diri dengan dugaan di hari kemudian

LoVe4m3
For those who want to love me and to grab my love...
Please...
Love me as who I am, Not as someone that u want me to be
Aku takkan pernah berubah untuk sapa lagi
Selagi i wish not to do so...
Aku tak nak ulang kesilapan yang sama macam masa aku pilih dan bersama dia
Masa tu aku hilang all my life juz because of him
Aku just folow rule yang dia buat tp dia...

I dont want it to hapen again in my future life
I'll juz be what i wish to be, not what u ask me to be...
But u must trust me...
but if u cant stand with me anymore
and u wanna leave me
juz go ahead...
I'm ok with that..." Ade I Kesah???"
Because my strenght bkn ade pade semua ni
Tapi ade pd my family and my friend...

I bole hidup tanpa cinta tp i xbole hidup kalau xde my family and my friends

Cerita semalam....

hurm...
yesterday...
g ifc stapak with GengGanja,Apist n Ozy.lepak kat futsal...huh~~~!!! totally bored... at 4.30 p.m gerak ngan syina g klcc... PC Fair la....ape lg :D zorrik tunggu ktorg kat sn...syian dia kena tunggu lama... :P
arround 2 hours gak la ktorg kat sn... ape yg aku beli...hurm...

1. 320 GB WD external hard disk, white color RM215
2. SonicGear headphone also white color... RM23

totally satisfied...i got what i want and under budget

pastu...ktorg gerak...jln2 klcc...beli sebiji cheese cake n taku ke ape ntah kat syina...then gerak mencari mkn sbb tiga2 da kebulur....ape nm tmpt ntah...lupe plak nasi kukus ayam dara ke ape xtau ...lama gak kat situ...mkn da kenyang....gerak g bkt ampang... tgk view KL dr situ...best gak...bincang2 psl event tuk gath lepakfm... dlm kul 12... gerak hantar zorrik blk
after that gerak blk mnuju kat s.alam...x abis kat situ....ktorg g lepak kat mcD smpai la pg...kr till now aku xtdo lg...muahahaahhaha....so skrg time to sleep....mata da rabak gile kot...
huhuhuhu...k la nak tdo jap....adesh cam ne la jap lg nak g tgk movie lak ngan apist n ozy

Today is Saturday

Last nite ade sesi lepaking at Khulafa sec 7 with irc clique...huhuhuhu...not bad...best~~~!!! Tercapai jugak niat aku semalam, :)~ hurm...my life is getting better n better... rezki da smakin murah...Mmg betul ape yg ustaz tu bgtau aku kalau ape yg kt buat tu btul...segalanya akn Dia permudahkn... aku besyukur sgt slps aku xlg ngan dia smuanya berjln makin lancar sprt yg aku hrpkn...xde 'sakit' yg mcm dulu, xde tangisn yg mcm dulu...believe it or not...aku da makin kuat...aku da xkesa ape lg org nak kt...ape org nak ckp...slagi aku tau, ape yg aku buat tu btul...persetan je ngan mulut2 diorg... :P haih...
Hurm....hari nye xtvt...agak pack...jap lg lepak tgk game futsal at IFC stapak,lbh kurang gath IRC gak lah ni...aku xmain tp juz bg semangat kat member2 je...dari aku membuta je spnjg hr mcm ahad last week...lg bagus mcm ni rite :D after g IFC stpk dlm kul 2 o 3 gerak g PC fair plak...leh la survey2 ape yg ptut...huhuhu...klu ade yg menarik beli la kot...tp depends on badget gak r...klu sume nak beli rabak la... :D
next week da nak blk kg...hurm...windu kat adik... i miss her damn much... raya x blk...sedih gak dgr suare dia time tu T_T hurm... xpe t along blk kt beli baju sekolah baru ek... kt kuar mkn2 :D windu dgn abh... windu dgn mak... windu ngan kampung... tp xdpt nak blk slalu... bkn xnak blk slalu...tp mls nak mnjwb persoalan2 org2 kat sn... da bosan... padahal mmg la bkn slh diorg... diorg xtau pape rite~~~!!! hurm...
K la ek nak benti ngarut... nak mndi ...n sesiap.... jap lg dak2 ni kan leh kira... roger je nak gerak... diorg lelaki sng r... aku ni da la the only girl yg lepak ngan diorg... tu pon x phm2... adesh la...
Nnt aku tulis lak conclusion tuk hari ni... :D ciau~~!!!

MiMpI YaNg MaTi

Tak sengaja genggaman ku terbuka...
Lantas ku gapai bintang yg berjuta...
Bintang yang ku impikan menerangi

Takkan ku biarkan berlalu pergi
Andai benar kau menjadi milikku
Mencintaimu menjadi sumpahku

Namun jika hadirmu satu mimpi
Aku rela tidur sepanjang hari...
Ku tunggu mentari di hujung siang

Tak ku sangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi...
Mimpi Yang Matiiiiii...

Genggaman tanganku terbuka sepi
Mendamba dirimu satu ilusi
Bintang yang ku gapai tak berpanjangan
Hadirmu di dunia hanya pinjaman...
Ku tunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak ku sangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi...
Mimpi Yang Matiiiiii...

Ku tunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak ku sangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi...
Mimpi Yang Matiiiiii...

Ku tunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak ku sangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi...
Mimpi Yang Matiiiiii...
Yeaaahhhhhhh.....

Love...Please...Just Let Me...

LoVe...
PLeAse fLy AwAy
LeT Me B ThE HeArTlEsS
JuZ LeAvE mE wItH aLl oF SaDNeSS

LoVe...
Please dont ever come again
Let me be alone till the end
Juz because I cant anymore face a pain

LoVe...
Please, Just let me b wut i wanna b
Please, Just let me feel free
Please, Just let me like diz, forever...

Sutera o Sutera~~~!!!

Adesh la stiap kali aku nak g kuantan
msti bas yg aku naik tu ade prob
phew~~~!!!
ape la nasib aku...
xpasal2 ke duk lelama dlm bas
base on driver tu
dia kt gear xnak masuk
ntah... aku pon x phm
:D
tunggu je r
nmpk gayanye aku kena berbuka dlm bas la
huh~~~!!!
hari tu bas ape ntah...hari ni bas sutera plak
adoiyai
hurm...da ade mamat bising2 da
ape xnya
should b kul 4.3o ptg bertolak tp da kul 5.30 still lg kat pudu
beginilah nasib diriku yg mlg
hehehheh~~~!!!
seb baik dpt on9
klu x
lg la aku kebosanan
:D
kekekeke

*masa ni aku tgh on9 kat dlm bas waiting for mechanic to repair this bus

Do You???

Do you really need me as much as I need you?

Do you really want me as much as I want you?

Dou you really believe on me as much as I believe on you?

Do you really care about me as much as I care about you?

Do you really worry about me as much as I worry about you?

Do you really concern as much as I concern about you?

Do you really miss me as much as I miss you?

Do you really love me as much as I love you?

hurm~~~!!

Hurm...
day by day...
rasanya hidup aku da bertambah ok
xde tangisan macam dulu
xde penyesalan macam dulu
betul kata orang skali kita jatuh
bukan tuk slamanya kita jatuh
kita cuma perlu kekuatan tuk kembali bangun
dan bila kita da mampu bangun
kita akan trus bangun dan trus berjalan kedepan
kita sedaya mungkin x akan lagi memandang belakang
kerna kita tau ape yg kt tinggal di blakang tu
sesuatu yg teramat menyakitkan
untuk ape lg kt memandang lg pada semua tu
trus je melangkah ke depan
pedulikan ape kata orang
persetankan ape persepsi orang
sbb orang xtau ape yang kt da lalui
ape yang kt tanggung
dan ape yang kt rasa
yg org tau cuma mengata, mengumpat dan mengeji
tanpa tau ape yg sebenarnya jadi

yang aku tau
kini
aku makin cekal
aku makin tabah
aku da xmudah goyah
aku cuma trus melangkah
walaupon kdg2 halangan datang bertingkah
semua tu da xlagi aku endah
yang aku tau aku kena buktikan pd dia
aku x selemah seperti yang dia sgka
aku x seteruk yg dia kt
aku nak dia mnyesal ngan perbuatan dia
aku nak dia malu ngan perbuatan dia
aku bkn nak tgk dia ssh
tp perlu sedar kesilapan dia tu

People who will never let me walk alone~~~!!!

My family...

My Parents

Me, Adik n Che Puteh

Biar sapa pon aku
Walau ape yang jadi dengan aku
Walau susah mcm mn pon perjalanan hidup aku
Aku tau diorang akan selalu dengan aku
Aku yakin diorg xkan penah buang aku

My Friend...


Naz
My best fren ever
Orang yg slalu ade ms aku perlukan teman
Masa aku jatuh
Masa aku hilang arah tuju
Masa aku menangis
Masa aku tersungkur
Dia always ada dgn aku



*to be cont'd

New Love Story was Begin

While my life become empty
The darkness accompany me

You come with a thousand hopes
Till I can’t say nope

With all happiness you light up my life
With the attention you make me feel alive
With your love you make me feel like an angel in the paradise
Till sometime I couldn’t realize
Without you I never ever can survive

Love will be to anyone who needs it to be

Be My Heart
Be My Soul
Hold Me Tight
I'll Give U, My All

10 Top Love Quote

Don't walk in front of me
I may not follow
Don't walk behind me
I may not lead
But
Walk beside me
And I'll accompany u forever


Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Franklin P. Jones

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.

Plato

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

Robert Frost

If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.

Sir James M. Barrie

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.

Henry Louis Mencken

Love is a friendship set to music.

E. Joseph Cossman

True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked.

Erich Segal

Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination.

Voltaire

They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.

William Shakespeare

Like the measles, love is most dangerous when it comes late in life.

Lord Byron

Love is full of pain

when i start know him, i never plan to be with him
when i start be with him, i never plan to love him
but when i start to love him, why does he never appreciate what i've done for him
why does he do this to me???

1 masa dulu, dia yg mmujuk merayu aku mnerimanya
tp bila dia memiliki ku, xprnah dia menghargai aku
ht aku diluka dan dhancuri
knp aku dseksa sebegini???